Tuesday, July 31, 2012

My first song demo!!!!





So I was just fiddling around with GarageBand one day because I had several loops stored up from LooperMan, and I decided to make something instrumental out of them. This is a DEMO, which means it is an unfinished song. I may later include vocals, that could either mean mine or someone else's, and I am going to add smoother dynamics and correct a couple of sound errors. Anyway, listen and tell me what you think. If you like it, leave me a comment or you can send me an email requesting a download.

Enjoy!!! :D

Update: OK, uploading a private video directly onto Blogger is just ridiculous... I literally waited 6 hours and the video wasn't finished yet. So instead I got a Soundcloud account, uploaded it there, a viola, after about five minutes it was ready to go. Click the link to listen.

Saturday, July 28, 2012

It'S AlmOST 2 Am!!!111!1!!11!!!!!

Yeah and I'm still awake. I'm WIDE awake. Darn it, this would be the perfect night for me to do a night watch with the Lord, but unfortunately I have my daily duties as a daughter and a big sister so I must be energetic and alert for my folks when I wake up tomorrow (oh wait, it IS tomorrow...today).

But I thought I would make a very short post (well, short for me since I tend to rattle on) about a realization I had an hour ago. I was just here on my bed making dance music on my Macbook Pro when suddenly, out of the grey, I sat up, looked onward, struck an epic pose as if I were in a hero flick, and thought to myself, "I am so blessed to be single right now. I am so glad that I am single."


YEH.


OK, I mostly just continued fiddling around on my mac when I realized that, I didn't actually move at all, but I really am glad to be single! God has me right now. No, that doesn't mean that I am going to join a convent right now or be living alone for the rest of my life, that just means I am exclusively with God right now. And that, ladies and gentlemen, is cool.

And if you are single and happen to be feeling the single blues right now?


It's amazing how so many people fall into deep and udder despair over not having a partner to love on at all times. Love does crazy things to you. Makes you depressed,





it can make you sad,






or..... hee hee.... *snicker, snort*......




                                                     
                                                         Internet meme faces make me laugh.



I saw this cheesy little glittery animated graphic on a friend's website at the age of twelve that I still remember. It said something like, "When you are single, all you notice are the happy couples. When you are in a relationship, all you notice are the happy single people." Now I just know that, for the most part, this statement isn't true, but it does help me remember how happy I could be that I am not "taken"... Taken away from my father in Heaven, no way Jose! 

Welp.

I ain't going to bed. I'm going to read a book. Good night!!!! Or not.

PS:
Some random photo I just found surfing Google. My search wasn't even related to
the fact that I am awake. God speaks in strange ways!! 

Wednesday, July 25, 2012

Ever wondered...

...why reading and sitting on the toilet go together so well? I haven't. 'Til recently, like a few days ago. Man, bathrooms are pretty awesome once you think about it!

Anyway this post isn't really about toilets n' bathtubs. It's about me. Because you all should know, It's ALL about me! (Not really, duh.)

I just wanted to talk a bit about what's been going on lately in my life, since well, this is my blog. Lately I've been receiving the message from Heaven over and over "to sing a new song," and "to sing the sweeter song," and "to do something different". Since this message is fairly "new" for me, I'm still going about doing life and asking God what he means by that. With a message that important, it's going to be a gradual learning process for me, I'm sure, so I am not expecting any answers right now. Patience is needed for God's lessons and that's another good lesson for me to learn since I tend to be a pretty impatient person. So far what I've learned from this process is that God is taking me a different direction than I expected. For example, ever since I could hold a pencil, I've been an artist. I love to draw, paint, sculpt with clay, and create things with my hands. I thought that maybe that natural talent would be a part of my future, like my career, etc. But lately it seems that God has introduced me to another talent that I apparently have that He wants me to use for His glory instead. I had no idea He would want me to do something other than what I've been doing, but that's the way God is. Of course, this doesn't mean I give up art completely or that it's NOT used for His glory, HECK NO, but He just simply wants me to do use another medium to send His messages to others. And that's ok. Use me the way you want to, Father.


But besides that, something else occurred to me.....

.....Sing to the Lord a new song....  I feel like God has been telling that to all of His children for a loooooong time. Because, like the book of Ecclesiastes says, nothing is NEW under the sun!!! Sure, we're living in "the future" right now, with technology, etc., but honestly, what hasn't changed over time? Ever since the fall of Adam and Eve, there has been war, famine, world hunger, poverty, disease, hatred against our brothers, separation, broken love, and confusion on what's right and wrong! Why? Because of our OWN choices! People always test Christians by asking "If God is really good and loving like you say He is, how come (insert bad event here)?" Many "Christians" don't even know how to answer. This, my friends, has been going on forever. You can even look in the Bible and see that even God's most loyal prophets have screwed up. Yes it's true, all have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God, and sometimes we really make fools of ourselves. When I get to college there's constant pressure to party, have sex with a hundred guys, and to "live it up". This has been bearing down on me hard everywhere I go. So what happens if I give in? EVERYONE'S doing it!

*yawn* BOOOOORING. Heard all THAT before......

My mom told me once that what the world really desires is someone who's different. I don't know about you, but I think the coolest people in the room are always the ones who wear the artsy clothing and don't care what others think, the ones who would rather play the bagpipes than the electric guitar, the ones who do math for fun, and who aren't afraid of who they are. They're weird. I've found that people generally are  naturally attracted to that kind of person. These are the ones who, in high school, were probably made fun of or put down by others.

The ones who don't change despite the constant pressure are the strong ones. They're not afraid of the world, because, honestly, what could the world possibly do to them besides destroy them only if they were to give into its pressures?

What automatically turns the cool factor WAY up with any person is when they are not afraid of who they are because God fearfully and wonderfully created them, thus they are not ashamed of the gospel or of God. They never miss an opportunity to share what they know to be true to others, and they expect persecution, but WALK onward anyway. That's what the world really has been longing for. Now I'm not talking about the "team Jesus" cheese that "Christian" teens sometimes do, especially when they wear their Christian shirts and count that as evangelizing or expressing their faith. Hey, Christian tees are cool and all, but people should be able to tell you are a Christian by your very presence, not by what you wear on the outside.

So now, moving onto something even more important. Here is the REAL question that is connected to the title of this post... (not the toilet question)

Ever wondered...
...what your song sounds like?

When I get to Heaven, I want to see God's works in my life orchestrated through every fiber of my being, woven perfectly into a pleasant song, because I want to be perfect as God is perfect. Others will tell me perfection isn't possible, and that's true, well, on the world's standards. God gave us forgiveness and redemption for when we do mess up, and He died so that we can BE like HIM!


As our callings become more evident in our lives, never fail to seize the opportunity to do what God has set out for you. The world needs Him. Help light the way.


Bye bye my keyboards! God bless you all.


Tuesday, July 24, 2012

Remembering Those from the Colorado Massacre



Twelve people were killed and 58 were injured in Aurora, 


Colo., during a sold-out midnight premiere of the new 


Batman movie "The Dark Knight Rises." 


The shooting was the worst in the U.S. since the Nov. 5, 


2009, attack at Fort Hood, Texas.



Alexander J. Boik, age 18.
Jonathan Blunk, age 26. 
Jesse Childress, age 29.
Gordon Cowden, age 51.
Jessica Ghawi, age 24.
John Larimer, age 27.
Matt McQuinn, age 27.
Micayla Medek, age 23.
Alex Sullivan, age 27.
Alexander C. Tever, age 24.
Rebecca Wingo, age 32.
Veronica Moser-Sullivan, age 6.

These men and women, along with a little girl, have all died in a senseless and brutal attack made by James Holmes four days ago. During opening night of The Dark Knight Rises, Holmes got in front of the theater and just open-fired. These are the twelve people who have died:

Blunk jumped in front of his girlfriend when the killer fired their direction. He died saving her life. McQuinn and Teves also died as heroes; McQuinn and his girlfriend's brother both tried to shield her. She and her brother survived, but McQuinn was left behind. Teves died protecting his girlfriend as well.

Medek wasn't sure what she wanted to do with her life. She worked at Subway and was continuing education in hopes of getting a higher-paying job. Her friends described her as "very spiritual and close to God."

Cowden, the oldest of the twelve to die, brought his two teenaged children with him to the theater. His life was taken, but by the grace of God his kids escaped unharmed. A family spokesperson described Gordon Cowden as a "true Texas gentlemen that loved life and his family."


According to his personal Facebook page, Alexander  J "AJ" Boik was an independent distributor for Organo Gold, a coffee company, and lived in Aurora, Colorado. 


Ghawi was an aspiring sports journalist who also went by the name Jessica Redfield. Jessica Ghawi previously survived a mass shooting in a Toronto mall and ever since then she believed that she should never take one second of life for granted.

Sullivan was celebrating his 27th birthday. He tweeted one hour before the movie, "Oh man one hour till the movie and its going to be the best BIRTHDAY ever". The next day was to be his first wedding anniversary with his wife, Cassie. 


Wingo joined the Air Force after high school, and served as a translator in Mandarin Chinese. Childress was also in the Air Force  as a reservist and a cybersystems operator on active duty. Larimer himself had served in the Navy about a year and was attached to a cryptology (information operations) unit.


Veronica was a cute little blond girl who was just learning how to swim and was excited about life. Her mother is in the hospital right now in critical condition, suffering from gun shot wounds in her neck and abdomen, and doesn't yet know that her 6-year-old daughter is dead. 







Pray for these people and their families. 

May God have mercy on them

Pray for those who were injured

That they will recover safely

And pray for the killer, James Holmes

Who may suffer the death penalty

May God have mercy on us and on the whole world.



Wednesday, July 18, 2012

You know what I despise????

Whenever you take the time to type something really meaningful but it's a tad long and then you send it to/post it for someone, and then they write/comment back and as you're reading their comment you're thinking, they totally skipped over all this. They were probably intimidated by all dem phat paragrafs*....


Or when you recommend a book/article for someone to read, and then you ask them if they've read it, and they say yes, and then you tell them about your favorite part, and they "don't remember" that part at all. **







                                                             Liar!!!



And yet I am so guilty of this. Perhaps if I change my ways it will make a difference in this crooked reading world. I could learn a valuable lesson from this. Now I am going to "read" a book.... Bye you fools. You know I love you.



*On purpose case you wer wundderinghkn




**YOU HAD BETTER HAVE READ THIS WHOLE ARTICLE. It was frikkin short!!!!!! It was only 144 words, actually, not including these last notes. 


If you skipped over the article just to find the little stars, I'm lolling because.... the irony...
Teal Moustache